Hey guys,
Today I am going to be writing, mainly as a reminder to
myself, about a topic that I don’t normally like to bring up in a face-to-face
conversation. It’s about the mysterious father of my Ari. Although it is no
secret that the man is not a bit part of our lives, I think id like to share
today about why, and how I speak of him when such topic tends to be brought up.
If you have never herd me speak of him then…GASP…here we go.
Without getting into
the dirt of what went down back in 2014 with my life I will just bring you up
to date with the fact that yes I AM a single mother and although our lives
aren’t all butterflies and rainbows like my daughter tends to think, we are
doing pretty alright.
The man is very aware
that he has a baby somewhere in the world so its not like I never mentioned it
to him. Lets just say that we came to an agreement that the best thing for both
of our situations is that we stay away from each other. And he so graciously
gave me the opportunity to make a life for my child and I without him
interrupting with confusion and mediocre time being wasted.
Listen LINDA (not
really for Linda) I am all for those awesome co-parents that successfully are
able to raise a child together without being together, that so amazing. But
that is not the case here.
Regardless of that I
do not like to speak about him in a negative way. Why? Because people, I was a
conscious human being when the event occurred and if I spoke badly about him
then what would that say about my judgment? I mean its no secret that I dot
really know how to pick them but that’s not relevant lol.
One of the biggest 3 am conversation question that I get
is, “What will you tell her when she asks you about her dad?” and this is what
I need everyone to understand, I WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING. I know we are not
all the same and she might have different feelings or thoughts about it but ill
be here for her. It should not and will not be a hard conversation cause I will
be honest with her when that time comes. One thing I am sure of though is that
I will never make him the villian in our life story. Weather she meets the man or not I
don’t want her to have a negative idea of him or of the choices I’ve made for
her.
Lastly, I’d just like to point out that I strongly believe
that no one should ever be identified by a bad season in their life. Just cause
you make one bad decision doesn’t mean that’s all you will be known for. So
lets keep the positive energy going and let's have a blessed life.
@theejazmin